Obviously, or perhaps not all that obviously, i am both very excited to have found this site/forum, and somewhat afraid to expose myself here...
i am a very crazie musician, whom also (*seriously*) believes himself to be one incarnation, one manifestation, one expression if you will, of "Arioch" - on THIS PLANE! (of course there are many - for surely on this realm 'Earth' he can only reveal his-bad-self a small part at a time, a little here a little there....
I'm hoping that what i am about to post is not perceived as being pretentious, arrogant, ingenuine, or overly silly - for i simply am who i am, and have done what i have done. oh well, here goes ;)p
a somewhat typical case i'm sure - i was into AD&D, etc. fantasy as a kid, i've been a Morbid Angel (dark metal/lifestyle) fan for about 17 years or so, etc. But this is spooky~ and i'm NOT making this up, but:
One night about 16 years ago i awoke from a VERY real, very Scary dream, where my best friend & i performed some dark rite and successfully summoned this Daemon whose seemingly obscure name i couldn't quite remember or pronounce at the time, but knew that it started with an "A", had an long "R" sound to it, and ended with a "CK" sound! now THis took place BEFORE me ever reading the Elric Saga!
Of Course, I became an instant Moorcock FAN when i DID finally read the books a couple YEARS LATER!
Now this gets weirder and harder to believe: I actually played in an original band called "Chaos Lords", back in the day, again, this was BEFORE i knew that Chaos Lords was from the Elric Saga books, (however, i admit i got the idea for the band-name from a friend, same friend "OOZE" from the "AR~~*CK" dream, who did know, though i did not) One of my nicknames is "GOOP".
Okay, so band-name not a mystery, but this DOESN'T explain the dream/vision thingy which felt more like an actual out-of-body experience!~ *"We" summoned Him in a "dream"*
Later, i did pay some small homage to the Moody Albino Elric in a couple of my songs that he inspired at least a few lines in...
ANyways, I have privately identified with this Arioch persona for many years. After all, He is sometimes described as a beautiful young man with an ironic face, is he not? In fact, I WAS HOPING TO WRITE A SCREENPLAY SOMEDAY!>>>~ DAMN>.
Or submit Music *rolls eyes/blushes*
Okay, so here i have bared some of my deepest desires & fantasies to you all... (Been doing a lot of that lately *smirks*) And these little avatars are not the very best photos of me to go by, just what i happened to have handy.
I do not know if a person (or persons) has been chosen for the movie role or not at this point. *gasp* Not even sure what exactly he's looking for. Certainly i have never been a professional hollywood actor..
But Somehow as i get to the end of this blog, i'm actually not as embarrassed as i thought i would be sharing this...
Who can blame me. Michael Moorcock has created a legend, a monstrous tale worthy of at least a Trilogy of movies, and "channeled" a Multiverse that i wholeheartedly believe in, literally....
peace, RESPECT, lovers, Sweetest Slaves~...
haters, whateveh!
~we're all nerds here, right? i should fit right in ;)P
_E
};-)>~
very excited about Elric Saga/ Von Bek Eternal Champion!
i'll be happy to chat&talk w/ ya's about all things Elric/Multiverse

i am a very crazie musician, whom also (*seriously*) believes himself to be one incarnation, one manifestation, one expression if you will, of "Arioch" - on THIS PLANE! (of course there are many - for surely on this realm 'Earth' he can only reveal his-bad-self a small part at a time, a little here a little there....
I'm hoping that what i am about to post is not perceived as being pretentious, arrogant, ingenuine, or overly silly - for i simply am who i am, and have done what i have done. oh well, here goes ;)p
a somewhat typical case i'm sure - i was into AD&D, etc. fantasy as a kid, i've been a Morbid Angel (dark metal/lifestyle) fan for about 17 years or so, etc. But this is spooky~ and i'm NOT making this up, but:
One night about 16 years ago i awoke from a VERY real, very Scary dream, where my best friend & i performed some dark rite and successfully summoned this Daemon whose seemingly obscure name i couldn't quite remember or pronounce at the time, but knew that it started with an "A", had an long "R" sound to it, and ended with a "CK" sound! now THis took place BEFORE me ever reading the Elric Saga!
Of Course, I became an instant Moorcock FAN when i DID finally read the books a couple YEARS LATER!
Now this gets weirder and harder to believe: I actually played in an original band called "Chaos Lords", back in the day, again, this was BEFORE i knew that Chaos Lords was from the Elric Saga books, (however, i admit i got the idea for the band-name from a friend, same friend "OOZE" from the "AR~~*CK" dream, who did know, though i did not) One of my nicknames is "GOOP".
Okay, so band-name not a mystery, but this DOESN'T explain the dream/vision thingy which felt more like an actual out-of-body experience!~ *"We" summoned Him in a "dream"*
Later, i did pay some small homage to the Moody Albino Elric in a couple of my songs that he inspired at least a few lines in...
ANyways, I have privately identified with this Arioch persona for many years. After all, He is sometimes described as a beautiful young man with an ironic face, is he not? In fact, I WAS HOPING TO WRITE A SCREENPLAY SOMEDAY!>>>~ DAMN>.
Or submit Music *rolls eyes/blushes*
Okay, so here i have bared some of my deepest desires & fantasies to you all... (Been doing a lot of that lately *smirks*) And these little avatars are not the very best photos of me to go by, just what i happened to have handy.
I do not know if a person (or persons) has been chosen for the movie role or not at this point. *gasp* Not even sure what exactly he's looking for. Certainly i have never been a professional hollywood actor..
But Somehow as i get to the end of this blog, i'm actually not as embarrassed as i thought i would be sharing this...
Who can blame me. Michael Moorcock has created a legend, a monstrous tale worthy of at least a Trilogy of movies, and "channeled" a Multiverse that i wholeheartedly believe in, literally....
peace, RESPECT, lovers, Sweetest Slaves~...

haters, whateveh!

~we're all nerds here, right? i should fit right in ;)P

_E
};-)>~
very excited about Elric Saga/ Von Bek Eternal Champion!

i'll be happy to chat&talk w/ ya's about all things Elric/Multiverse
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